Stanley Kubrick was a reclusive and mysterious figure in many ways, but he made no bones about the movies he was proud of (everything after 2001) and those he wasn’t wild about (Spartacus, Killer’s Kiss). Most of all, he never wanted anyone to see his 1953 debut Fear and Desire, a micro-budgeted drama he made at the ripe old age of 25.
Few have ever seen it, and those who have were unsurprisingly unimpressed, but film nerd completists will finally get a chance to see it on Dec. 14 when Turner Classic Movies presents it as part of a salute to the film preservationists at Motion Picture Department at George Eastman House.
Kubrick, who shot the film quickly with a crew of about 15 people, was never especially proud of his maiden effort, calling it a “a bumbling amateur film exercise.” Fear and Desire received its first retrospective screening at the 1993 Telluride Film Festival and has only been presented a few times since, according to TCM.










